March 30, 2019 – Looking Back
This was such a great trip. I wish it was still March 30, 2018, when it was still early enough to make changes. And I’d seek out a general surgeon from the get go, instead of any of the utterly … Continued
March 23, 2019: Two Months
10:42am. March 23, 2019. Two months now. It’s not any easier. Some people still check-in, which I appreciate greatly, even if it takes me awhile to respond. A lot of people stopped, I think because my answer never changes. I … Continued
February 23, 2019: One Month
10:42am. February 23, 2019. It is exactly a month since you died, Teresa. And I am NOT okay. Every day is the first day all over again. It doesn’t feel real. It does feel agonizing. I can’t sleep. Not really. I … Continued
January 30, 2019: One Week
It is a week now since you died. And every day, every single moment, is as agonizing as the first. I miss the way you smelled. None of your stuff smells like you anymore. 😭 I miss the safety and warmth of … Continued
January 27, 2019 – Limited Diet
Still the only thing I can eat without feeling horribly sick. (Or cherry ones, or orange ones. Never grape.)